Why Fish Don't Exist

Why Fish Don't Exist: A Story of Loss, Love, and the Hidden Order of Life is a memoir and investigative journey that blends science, philosophy, and personal reflection. The book tells the story of the life of David Starr Jordan, a renowned ichthyologist who, after facing personal and professional challenges, becomes obsessed with categorizing the natural world. Miller uses Jordan’s life as a lens to explore larger themes of chaos, the human desire to impose order on life, and the fragility of existence. Through this narrative, she reflects on loss, resilience, and the search for meaning in a seemingly indifferent universe.